I mean that. I am in a pit of despair. Where I have had my skills taken from me by supernatural means that are insistent it wasn't them, but it bloody was.
I just want a place to express myself, and this is it. I had someone tell me that it seems like I use my socials to vent now, Fuck YEAH I do. Because I've had everything else stripped from me, and have no outlet to turn to for comfort o